BLOOM WHERE YOU’RE PLANTED – JUST WATER THE DAMN PLANT!

Every once in a while I hear an idea that at first I’m inclined to dismiss, but something needles me until I reconsider. Then, when I do, I find a shift takes place in my perspective. I may even have an “ah ha!” moment. If you’ve ever had one you know it’s like a light switch going on in a dark room. Suddenly you see more clearly. A new idea fits into place like it’s always been there. I had such a moment yesterday and today I am savoring it by sharing it with you.

If you’ve read my last few blogs you may have sensed an undertone (or overtone!) of frustration with the whole aging thing. I’ve been trying to figure out what the hell I’m supposed to be doing, not just in a practical sense, although that’s part of it, but in the overall scheme of things. What am I supposed to be doing to ensure that my days on this earth aren’t wasted?

The other day I was chatting with a friend about a project we’re working on together, and as we often do, we began reflecting on the pros and cons of getting older. We’re both passed the midway point in life and as writers we are forever trying to put words to our experience. She said something more or less like this: “It occurred to me that we focus way too much on what we can achieve in the future to make us happy when what we should do is look back at what we’ve done, find the things that made us happy, and just do more of them!”

At first I didn’t think she was saying anything new. I get that focusing too much on the future prevents us from enjoying today, but she threw me a curve when she introduced the past. After all that’s where all of our mistakes are, right? One should simply learn from them and move on! Or so my closed mind told me. At first the concept seemed jarring and just wrong, but the more I thought about it, the more I began to realize she was onto something.

In our Western world we find it nearly impossible not to strive for something, even when it comes to aging.  We’re going to age the best we possibly can if it kills us. We’re going to exercise, diet, and find our bliss all so somewhere down the road we will be aging happily away. It’s hard not to lean into the future, and this worked for me until I started having a problem with the future. It began to scare the hell out of me. It’s not a place I can or want to look to fuel my reason for living. I’m too aware that tomorrow may never come.

The alternative, living in the moment, is a nice idea and has its value but it doesn’t motivate or inspire me to get up in the morning and finish writing my book.  And truthfully, there’s an awful lot about now that’s not to my liking. Some change is needed. I have found myself in the uncomfortable position of not knowing where to look to find the clues I need to figure out what I’m supposed to be doing. After all, happiness does require a bit of effort and decision-making.

So my friend’s suggestion to look to the past suddenly struck me as brilliant, in an obvious kind of way. Maybe it’s already obvious to you, and to the people who are out there aging happily away, but it hasn’t been obvious to me. I have grown increasingly comfortable with looking inside myself for answers rather than to externals, but I haven’t thought about ferreting out those nuggets of joy and purpose that I personally have discovered through living and bringing them to the forefront.

The end result is this. If you want to know what you’re supposed to be doing, simply consider what you have learned about what makes you happy and do more of it! In time you will have a mound of joy, meaning and purpose all around you! Sounds like the perfect prescription for joyful aging to me!

In other words, it may not be necessary to do something new, exciting or different, or to achieve everything on our bucket lists, to age abundantly. It may simply be a matter of cultivating what we already know we love to do and allowing it to bear fruit. You know, bloom where we’re planted.

When my thinking made this slight shift, I felt myself relax. It allowed me to let go of another piece of the striving and come home. With a little self-reflection I believe I can unearth the joy I have already discovered from the planning and hard work that I’ve already done. It’s time to let go of the struggling and striving and just water the damn plant.

I get joy and meaning from writing. I know this from experience. I don’t have to discover it anew. All I have to do is repeat the experience, over and over, and let it bear the fruit of purpose, joy and maybe even sustenance. Each day I can live in joy by turning a blind eye to the future and reaching into the bag of tricks I’ve accumulated from a lifetime of living and just live!

So what do you think? Is this what we’re supposed to be doing?

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53 Replies to “BLOOM WHERE YOU’RE PLANTED – JUST WATER THE DAMN PLANT!”

  1. As usual another great blog! I enjoy reading the things that you write. Life can be a bit different as we age and throws many curve balls. Keep up the good work!

  2. Dorothy, I read this and felt a big WHEW. Your post names a stepping stone on the journey of aging-an important one. I can feel the feet of many women landing on their next step more firmly because they read these words…I know mine are! Thank you for writing for us, bless you-I’m gong to post this of The Art of Aging right now. xoxo, Sofi

    1. You’re an angel Sophie ~ a guardian angel for me and so many. You keep us focused and moving in the right direction ~ and I appreciate your heart and your spirit more than I can express.

  3. Yes, definitely. I am still raising teens at 63 & I have noticed that I draw on past experiences, events (a little more wisdom-like lately) to connect with them.

  4. I was totally engrossed in this writing! I have been, as Sophie Lumen would say, “flailing around” in search of what to do with the rest of my life. Trying so hard to find new meaning in life since I became unable to work. I am now on SSDI, and for the first time, I joined a couple of church groups and am making new friends. I love people. I have all my life and being with people, talking and sharing with them is pure delight to me. I anticipate that I will continue to meet new people, enrich ongoing friendships and cultivate some old acquaintances into lasting friendships. I will also be looking into doing some volunteer work. I’m thinking perhaps the ASPCA. I love dogs and cats, but cannot have them where I live. Problem solved. I’m not too awfully worried about aging as it is a part of life. For us Beauties of the Art of Aging, I think we focus on today and making the best of each and every day.
    God bless you Dorothy Sander for writing this illuminating blog, article or whatever you want to call it. It pretty much tells me I’m on the right track!

    1. Sounds like you are really connecting with the things you love Ginger and it’s giving your life plenty of meaning and purpose. I’m glad you found my words reassuring. It’s always nice to feel like we’re “on the right track”! Keep me posted on the ASPCA thing ~ sounds like a perfect match!

  5. Yes, yes & yes! I think this is exactly what we can be doing as we age. I heard of a man just today who is 83 years old and in his much-later years of life he became a painter, a writer, and a musician and has become very well-known. Not that the well-known part truly matters to be happy but the idea is that he got his start with all of this new stuff from “planting his feet in the ground” and then pivoting around from there – taking in the view from all angles and seeing what piqued his interest. Such a simple act and yet it brought so much joy and happiness to his life. I think he has the right idea and so do you, Dorothy! Since we never can get away from our past, it seems logical to me that the past, present & future can be seen at the same time we’re pivoting.

    My purpose today is to (1) relax from stressful and driven attitudes and to (2) plant my feet in the ground and then (3) pivot around until something catches my full attention. When that happens, I will know the universe is calling my name and I will focus more intently and anticipate a joyful moment.

    Happy pivoting day! ^_^

  6. I can’t tell you what a relief your blog was! I believe I’d been in this exact position for almost a year. I am always “helping” others or “taking care of people” and had forgotten how to take care of myself. Last weekend I was finally able to redo my craft room. When it was done I immediately realized that this is what brings me that joy! Working or crafting in my room. I have had such a relief off my shoulders for the last week. It is simply amazing how doing what you love makes you happy. Thanks for the great blog.

  7. This was a great solution to a problem many of us are having. Maybe that bucket list is just getting to heavy or is irrelevant. Sharing the thought of looking back on what has made your life happy sure gives one a sense of direction and ideas. Great thoughts to move into the weekend with.

    1. Annie, I like what you say about the “bucket list is getting too heavy or irrelevant”. I love that so many of us are thinking the same things at the same time. Maybe we’re on to something!

  8. Wow! Thanks, Dorothy, for your words of wisdom that made me see exactly where I have been, why I am where I am, and where I am going. I have been pulling out “memories” and found so many wonderful times I had forgotten. I have been working so hard at staying busy so I just don’t sit around and feel sorry for myself because I am getting older, I have missed looking at a very important part of my life – my “memories” I have collected over the past 63 years. Life is good. Life is grand. Life is what you make it – past, present, and future. So, I have decided that I am going to make new memories as well as enjoy the old ones. I am in a very good place in my life – healthy and able to do whatever, whenever I want. Why have I been worrying over nothing? Live. Laugh. Love. Share. Thanks for waking me up! You have helped me get back on the right track of life.

    1. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and experience Merry Rose. Life is indeed what we make it and I applaud your decision to combine past, present and future into one glorious today! Look forward to hearing about your continued adventures. Dorothy

  9. Lovely article. it’s great that you can connect with doing the things that you love. I truly believe that that is the only way to go as we age. Unfortunately, I have not found that yet. I’ve been doing things that I love for a while but then get tired of them and don’t “love” them anymore. I’m still searching for that one thing that really keeps me going and will sustain me for the next 40 years!

    1. Maybe what you love to do Sylvia is a little bit of everything! I am easily bored myself. The upside of that is that it keeps us moving and trying new things or doing old things differently. I’ve always hoped to find “one thing” that will just sweep me away and that’s that. I’m not sure such a thing exists, at least for me. Writing and gardening have stayed with me the longest and I can’t for see that changing, but I’m having to modify gardening as I can’t do what I used to do or afford help. But I don’t have to stop because I’ve decided to move my “garden” to my deck and let nature take care of the rest! Keep listening to your heart and following where it leads, if it’s a new thing every day, so be it! Enjoy the ride! 🙂

  10. Great post, Dorothy! I had noticed something seemed to be troubling you so I’m glad to hear you’ve found a way thru that knothole you were in.

    As you know, I help women discover what they want to do with their lives. I’ve found for some the best clues do come, as you said, from what they loved in the past or at the moment. For others it’s something they’ve never allowed themselves to do. And for others it’s something they never even knew they were interested in.

    Most (all?) of us are happiest doing a a mix of what we love, rather than just one thing. And the simple – tho not always easy – formula for a life we love is doing more of what we love!

  11. I’m forever running into knotholes! 🙂 I so agree that probably the most important step we can take as women over fifty is to give ourselves permission to do what we enjoy and walk away from the need to sacrifice for others. After a life time of living for others it can be difficult to “hear” our own voice and tune in to it. That’s what is wonderful about your “lights” approach. What “lights us up” is probably something we should do more of. Thanks for your insight Bonnie.

  12. I’m very familar with knotholes myself, Dorothy. 🙂 Giving ourselves permission is so key. In my “How To Light Up Your Life” class that is step 2 of 3. It’s that important! And yes, many of us — especially women — have lost touch with our own voice. The wonder is it’s possible to reconnect with that voice and follow it to lives of meaning and joy. At any age, I might add!

  13. While caring for my aging parents for the last few years and working full time, I have come to realize how short life truly is! We must find joy every day and do those things that enrich our lives. It may only be a word with a friend, a hug from a loved one or a time alone in the garden, but we must enrich our lives with that joy! Your message resonated with me and caused me to recall the things I have loved to do in the past. My free time is limited because I still work full time ,but I am definitely going to make time for some of those things that I have loved and still love to do. Thank you for a great message!

    1. Thank you for taking the time to leave a comment. Caring for our parents is a great teacher of wisdom. I learned so much during the last years of my own parent’s lives both about myself and aging in general.

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  15. I love this suggestion and I’m going to begin to explore it. It is possible that I may be prematurely retired within the next two years. The thought has been freaking me out…and I have been trying to keep lists of what I will do to simply fill the time. When I look back, I find projects that I put on hold 20 years ago due to child-rearing and career building.

    1. Terri, I was just reading a book this morning that I will be reviewing on the AA website called “RIPE” by Julia Moulden. It’s a 12-week course on how to discover work with more passion, purpose and possibility after retirement! People are discovering that retirement isn’t really what they want or need ~ forced or otherwise! They are choosing to reinvent themselves over and over again as they age. Change can be frightening and disconcerting but it can also give our enjoyment of life a boost. Perhaps the next too years are your opportunity to “ripen” ~ to take everything you’ve learned and experienced and apply them to something that will inspire passion, purpose and possibility! Keep us posted!

  16. Wow! I’m a new fan! What you’re saying makes perfect sense to me! I sometimes feel near panic about what I’m suppose to be doing. I identify with so many of the other comments on here…time to relax and just do what brings me joy! Thank you!! Wonderful post.

    1. Cindy, I’m so happy you found AA and like what you’ve found. It’s really nice to have company in this journey! I look forward to getting to know you! DS

  17. Just started reading your blog, and gotta say I’m elated that it started off so positive. I’m 65 and was “never going to retire” – ha! Had to retire last year due to my health. So, what you said about digging up good things from the past and repeating them really works for me. I love to write and do commercial art. After freaking out and getting over my own “pity party” of last year, I got determined and decided that I am never really going “to retire”. I’m just now going to do it “my style” and relax, write, draw and whatever else comes naturally. So, I’m starting a new career at 65 and feel like I’m beginning my life all over again day by day. It’s fantastic now to have the time to do whatever I want to do at my own pace and still have a career. To me now, getting “older” is just a mental limitation that we curse ourselves with. Personally, I’m back to being 13 again, only wiser and more knowledgeable. amd now that all my kids are grown, it’s my turn to be “all that I can be”.

    1. Debbie, I love it! Gives me goosebumps hearing your story! Do you have a blog chronicling your adventures? I’d love to learn more about what you’re up to. Finding a way of life that works for us is what it’s all about. There are no rules anymore, except our own. Yippee! 🙂 D

  18. I really enjoyed reading your post today. I’ve been thinking about this exact question for awhile now and feeling like life is rushing by me. I feel like I just can’t catch up! I suffer from depression and anxiety and can get quite caught up in the negative side of things. It can be a real issue when you feel like you should be doing something but get very overwhelmed with trying to figure out just what should you be doing!!!
    I really enjoy reading your blog though. Thank you for all your thoughts.

    1. Gail, I too have suffered from depression and anxiety most of my life. It’s not an easy battle and the issues of aging certainly can compound things. I have found that when I get caught up in my mind that reading something that offers positive action of some sort takes me away from my ruminations and helps me get back on track. I found Martha Beck’s book Finding Your Own North Star really helpful. I bought the audio version and listened to it at night when I couldn’t sleep. It helped me begin to take the steps I needed to take to doing what I love to do. At times when we’re floundering it’s helpful to remind ourselves that we may just be in a period of waiting or a time of transition. It may not feel comfortable but it may mean we are just looking for another piece of the puzzle and need to be patient until we find it. I enjoyed reading your thoughts. D

      1. Thank you so much for your reply. As I said, my ailments have made it very easy to isolate myself. I’ve become quite good at it, even though I don’t always like being alone. I am going to look for the book you suggested. Since you yourself have suffered from depression and anxiety I’m sure you know my troubles. Thank you again for your blog and your personal reply.

  19. And then, when you can no longer repeat the things you liked to do in the past, repeat the Jewish Seder refrain: “If this is all there is, God has already been unfairly generous toward me.”
    Thanks for this post/blog. I know a couple people I’ll be passing this on to.

  20. When we get older we (hopefully) have learned a little wisdom and experience along the way. Blogging gives us a unique opportunity to be heard. For more than decade now that is what I do with my blog, imparting my technical knowledge and experience to the next generation. Blog on!

    BB

  21. Dorothy, What great food for thought in your post and the comments. I find that looking back on what I enjoyed the most and was good at in the past has helped me focus on what to do now that I’m old. One of those things is writing, even writing about technical things in a way that makes them interesting to other people. Some time back, I joined Toastmasters and–after the usual initial trepidation–I came to enjoy public speaking tremendously. It’s all communicating with others, I’m still doing it, and I want to do more of it.

  22. Thank you. I so needed to hear this message. I have been flooded with alternatives. I could be this, I could do that. I thought it sounded negative to say I don’t want to do anything new. You have said it perfect. Water the damn plant! Thank you.

  23. Dorothy, thank you for your insightful words of wisdom. Boy, I thought I was the only one feeling this way, but now I realize I am not alone in this feeling of running around in circles with no clear direction of where I am going or what I am supposed to be doing. I realize that I have spent so much time comparing myself to others and trying to “measure up”, that I have lost sight of who I am and what it is that I love to do. Thank you.

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